A year ago...

I ended things with someone.

Over the last 3 months, he has been "around" and in touch more often. It seems like he's made some changes in areas...in other areas, not really.
 
So weird how people seem to have connections that don't fade over time.

There have been some shows, some platonic hangouts with friends, a couple of meals. It's bizarre sometimes, uncomfortable sometimes, natural other times and even creeps toward awesome at times.

Caution lights in my head.

And then there's the part of me that's so not into giving any time to anyone at all. Wanting to focus on art and work. Getting those things to a place that is what I consider successful and growing.

That's not super hard considering many fellas I've met out are interested in tonight...but not much else. So, I normally spend my evenings alone.

And then there are the adorable dudes I run into who eventually ask my age when I mention how long it's been since I graduated VCU or how long I've lived in Richmond. And ask me what I'm looking for in a guy. And want to know all about what I do and where I'm from and give me hope that someday there will be a dude who is most of what I'm looking for in a guy.

Wow, random.